I've finally opened my eyes

I think I needed the time

needed to lose my mind

to find my way to the surface

I didn't see the signs

thought I as doing fine

turns out that I was blind

a lie had burrowed deep into my soul

my spirit exploding

chaos fire, infinite release

in pieces i'm falling

a life I can't repeat

my spirit exploded

and I picked up the pieces

at least what I could

I hope the glue holds like it should

but I can see the cracks

my spirit exploded

waking up in the shadows

the cycle runs its course

a lesson to be taught

but I can't lift myself off the floor

my spirit exploding

chaos fire, infinite release

in pieces i'm falling

a life I can't repeat

my spirit exploded

and I picked up the pieces

at least what I could

I hope the glue holds like it should

but I can see the cracks

my spirit exploded