Four am I'm still awake

Before the dawn the sandman will come with nightmares

I won't let him in there's nothing in my head

Empty walls empty bed I am just waiting

Restless beats of heart and breathing break the silence

I am still here

The absence of light narrows my eyesight

But still I see them it's not angels that sing

And call me by my true name they have forsaken me

Dead tired but aware

Sleep invites the demons I am not prepared

I have to stay awake there are monsters in my head

On my walls under my bed I am dying

I am jaded I am numb I am counting on the sun

Salvation to come

The absence of light narrows my eyesight

But still I see them it's not angels that sing

And call me by my true name they have forsaken me

They have forsaken me