My heart is racin', I'm chasin'

A feeling, this healin'

My past is, catchin' up to me

Right through me

Poison, coursin', I'm dyin', I'm lyin'

Never better, never better

I wish I was present

But it's so unpleasant

We're in this together

But I'm the exception

My best friend's a stranger

This isn't my nature

But I'm never better

I was thinkin'

I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin'

But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'

That today would be the day

I would change but I woke up the same again

I was thinkin'

I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin'

But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'

That today would be the day

I would change but I woke up the same again

And again

Is it ****ed up

If I pulled you in the way of my bad luck?

And I ask for you to stay, I don't have much

What's the point in holdin' on

Both my hands are goin' numb

Misunderstandin' me, I should never let go

So why, I-I-I-I

Don't I-I-I-I-

I ever wanna wake up

Little by little, I break us

And even if I'm not in the way of your trust

And nevermind, escape us

I was thinkin'

I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin'

But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'

That today would be the day

I would change but I woke up the same again

I was thinkin'

I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin'

But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'

That today would be the day

I would change but I woke up the same again

And again, and again, and again

It's all the same again

And again, and again

It's all the same again

And again, and again

It's all the same again

And again, and again

It's all the same again

I was thinkin'

I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin'

But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'

That today would be the day

I would change but I woke up the same again

I was thinkin' (I was thinkin')

I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin' (When I'm sinkin')

But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'

That today would be the day

I would change but I woke up the same again

And again

Oh, oh, oh, oh

It's all the same again

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh