Birthday Party - vietra

Composed by：Vietra Nabilla

Birthday party turning 21

I gotta keep me tidy 'cause I want a fun

Lovey dovey with a 2D read the internet enough

Catchy catchy my history see those stuff rewind

Living life having war with myself too much

No one's gotta notice 'cause I smile a lot

Keeping myself in tune so I'm looking strong

Have no time to be sad sad sad

I want to laugh want to laugh funny how I feel

So tired of everything but I don't want to be seen

I can shout I can cry can be mad in open space

Want to scream want to scream

God I'm feeling really tired

But I don't want to be seen as one

I want to be the one who's looking fine

Despite bearing the pain inside my heart

I can't be lose to myself

Birthday party looking for someone

Despite a love being phony but I need the warmth

Lonely lonely crying in thought of being with some other one

Sleepy sleepy my eyes heavy probably

From wasting the time

Can't believe I'm melting in the reverie of mine

I'm seeing the stars at night

It's lighting the whole sky in dark

Heart is empty head is full

Of the shouts in time

I'm getting roar getting tied getting full of lies

I want to laugh want to laugh funny how I feel

So tired of everything but I don't want to be seen

I can shout I can cry can be mad in open space

Want to scream want to scream

God I'm feeling really tired

But I don't want to be seen as one

I want to be the one who's looking fine

Despite bearing the pain inside my heart

I can't be lose to myself