Powder - Sopor Aeternus & The Ensemble Of Shadows

I once made a confession

I won't happen again

I've killed all my desires

After that fateful day

I once had an erection

Well sort of at the age of five

We fumbled in the bushes

Yes we made out in broad daylight

Not sandbox slide or jungle gym

I entertained a different whim

Our groins playfully occupied

It was our first and only time

Because I failed to take into account

That my sickness would be spread around

All the parents gave advice to shun

That dirty Little fairy

Who was out to stain their precious sons

Sometimes in those lonely hours

I can hear his voice in my head

The most erotic promise

That a man has ever made

If you were a landscape love

A kingdom I came passing through

I'd stop and reach down for my penis

And urinate all over you

I once had an acquaintance too

Who liked to wrestle me me me

Hed put me in a headlock

Or he'd simply sit on top of me

One sunny day then I found out

That touching me got him aroused

Which gave a whole new meaning to

The squats our gym-coach made us do

Where he had to sit on my shoulders

All seat and sighs

My head embedded firmly

Between his strong warm thighs

Perhaps all this got me somehow predisposed

For butch guys bears and things

You're not supposed to do

Sometimes in those lonely hours

I can hear his voice in my head

The most erotic promise

That a man has ever made:

If you were a landscape love

A kingdom I came passing through

I'd stop and reach down for my penis

And urinate all over you